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Kate Zambreno hat über dreizehn Jahre lang an Book of Mutter gearbeitet. Entstanden ist ein Buch - zwischen Autofiktion, Memoir und Collage - über das Potenzial des Schreibens, der Fotografie und des Erinnerns. Es ist der zärtliche und zugleich unsentimentale Versuch einer Tochter, die Familienapokryphen nach dem Tod ihrer Mutter zu inventarisieren, sich murmelnd ( to mutter bedeutet auf Deutsch murmeln, Worte suchen) der Mutter zu nähern, die Trauer zugleich zu erinnern und zu vergessen. Kate Zambreno spinnt ein assoziatives Netz rund um die Leerstelle, an der die Mutter einst war, schreitet labyrinthische Erinnerungsräume ab, die vom 'Muttergespenst' noch immer heimgesucht werden. Mit den Fragmenten der Mutter vermischen sich solche des Vaters, der Geschwister, von Louise Bourgeois, Roland Barthes, Henry Darger, Virginia Woolf, Franz Kafka und vielen anderen. 'Wie kann ich mich erinnern daran? Es ist so lange her. Alles, was verbrieft ist, sind diese Wörter auf dem Blatt, die Art und Weise, wie ich mir diese Geschichte selbst erzählt und in den Jahren danach umgedeutet und umgeschrieben habe.'

Drift erzählt von der Unmöglichkeit des Schreibens, vom Mysterium der Kreativität, von der Besessenheit, das Jetzt auf dem Papier einfangen zu wollen. Die Erzählerin arbeitet an einem längst überfälligen Roman, verbringt lange Tage zu Hause, streift mit ihrem ruhelosen Terrier Genet durch die Straßen der Nachbarschaft und korrespondiert mit Schriftstellerkolleginnen, die ihre Schreibkrise teilen, ihr aber dennoch nicht helfen können. Sie ist besessen von der Herausforderung, die Gegenwart zu schreiben, die Zeit selbst literarisch zu erfassen. Fasziniert von den Werken von Rainer Maria Rilke, Robert Walser oder Chantal Akerman spaziert sie, fotografiert die Bewohnenden und Streuner ihres Viertels und hält ihre Gedanken in einem gelben Notizbuch fest. Sie will schreiben, aber immer wird sie abgelenkt. Dann wird sie schwanger mit ihrem ersten Kind und dieser Zustand verleiht ihrem Denken und Schreiben plötzlich eine neue Dringlichkeit. Sie findet eine literarische Form für ihre intellektuellen Spaziergänge, eine Sprache, die beschreiben will, 'was es heißt, in einem Körper herumzulaufen' und wie es gelingen könnte, die Textur eines Gefühls festzuhalten. Als ihre Tochter zur Welt kommt, beendet sie das Buch und gibt ihm den Titel Drift . 'Was ist eine Drift? Vielleicht eine Art Form.'

A manifesto reclaiming the wives and mistresses of literary modernism that inspired a generation of writers and scholars, reissued after more than a decade.<BR><BR>I am beginning to realize that taking the self out of our essays is a form of repression. Taking the self out feels like obeying a gag order—pretending an objectivity where there is nothing objective about the experience of confronting and engaging with and swooning over literature.<BR><BR>On the last day of December 2009, Kate Zambreno, then an unpublished writer, began a blog called "Frances Farmer Is My Sister," arising from her obsession with literary modernism and her recent transplantation to Akron, Ohio, where her partner held a university job. Widely reposted, Zambreno's blog became an outlet for her highly informed and passionate rants and melancholy portraits of the fates of the modernist “wives and mistresses," reclaiming the traditionally pathologized biographies of Vivienne Eliot, Jane Bowles, Jean Rhys, and Zelda Fitzgerald: writers and artists themselves who served as male writers' muses only to end their lives silenced, erased, and institutionalized. Over the course of two years, Frances Farmer Is My Sister helped create a community of writers and devised a new feminist discourse of writing in the margins and developing an alternative canon. <BR><BR>In Heroines, Zambreno extends the polemic begun on her blog into a dazzling, original work of literary scholarship. Combing theories that have dictated what literature should be and who is allowed to write it—she traces the genesis of a cultural template that consistently exiles feminine experience to the realm of the “minor,” and diagnoses women for transgressing social bounds. “ANXIETY: When she experiences it, it's pathological,” writes Zambreno. “When he does, it's existential.” With Heroines, Zambreno provided a model for a newly subjectivized criticism, prefiguring many group biographies and forms of autotheory and hybrid memoirs that were to come in the years to follow. A book that has become its own canon, Heroines was named one of the "50 Books that define the past 5 Years in Literature" by Flavorwire, an "Essential Feminist Manifesto" by Dazed, and one of the "50 Greatest Books by Women" in Buzzfeed.

'Kate Zambreno has invented a new form. It is a kind of absolute present, real life captured in closeup' <BR> Annie Ernaux, winner of the Nobel Prize in Literature <BR><BR>'The Light Room is both a gift and a beacon' <BR>Sinéad Gleeson, author of Constellations<BR><BR>'Kate Zambreno has performed a miracle, capturing real, lived time from within the exhaustion of pandemic-era parenthood. The Light Room reminded me of that fundamental magic of writing - that the details of another person's life, so precisely and honestly rendered, can instantly loosen the edges of your own life and make you feel less alone' <BR>Jenny Odell, bestselling author of How to Do Nothing<BR><BR>In The Light Room, Zambreno offers her most profound and affecting work yet: a candid chronicle of life as a mother of two young daughters in a moment of profound uncertainty about public health, climate change, and the future we can expect for our children. Moving through the seasons, returning often to parks and green spaces, Zambreno captures the isolation and exhaustion of being home with a baby and a small child, but also small and transcendent moments of beauty and joy. Inspired by writers and artists ranging from Natalia Ginzburg to Joseph Cornell, Yuko Tsushima to Bernadette Mayer, Etel Adnan to David Wojnarowicz, The Light Room represents an impassioned appreciation of community and the commons, and an ecstatic engagement with the living world.<BR><BR>How will our memories, and our children's, be affected by this time of profound disconnection? What does it mean to bring new life, and new work, into this moment of precarity and crisis? In The Light Room, Kate Zambreno offers a vision of how to live in ways that move away from disenchantment, and toward light and possibility.

“Kate Zambreno has invented a new form. It is a kind of absolute present, real life captured in closeup.“  —Annie Ernaux, winner of the Nobel Prize in Literature <BR><BR>From “one of our most formally ambitious writers” (Esquire), a moving account of caretaking in a time of uncertainty and loss<BR><BR>In The Light Room, Zambreno offers her most profound and affecting work yet: a candid chronicle of life as a mother of two young daughters in a moment of profound uncertainty about public health, climate change, and the future we can expect for our children. Moving through the seasons, returning often to parks and green spaces, Zambreno captures the isolation and exhaustion of being home with a baby and a small child, but also small and transcendent moments of beauty and joy. Inspired by writers and artists ranging from Natalia Ginzburg to Joseph Cornell, Yūko Tsushima to Bernadette Mayer, Etel Adnan to David Wojnarowicz, The Light Room represents an impassioned appreciation of community and the commons, and an ecstatic engagement with the living world.<BR><BR>How will our memories, and our children’s, be affected by this time of profound disconnection? What does it mean to bring new life, and new work, into this moment of precarity and crisis? In The Light Room, Kate Zambreno offers a vision of how to live in ways that move away from disenchantment, and toward light and possibility.